The first was when I was 18 years old. She was 19, half-Indian (feather, not dot) and half-black and was raised on a reservation. She considered herself an Indian and referred to blacks as "them" and "they" and looked down on them.
Not surprisingly she only slept with white guys. I have no idea what happened to her but figured at the very least she had a child by a white man.
Also not surprisingly she hit on me. I knew the reason why: blond hair and blue eyes.
Everyone wants lighter kids.
The second one was half-black and half-white and really was high-yellow. She also only slept with white guys and had a child by one, whom I once met and who had blue eyes (she also made more than one comment about my blue eyes).
Her little girl was white. In two generations the family went from black to white.
People talk about things such as "yellow fever but I've never heard anyone talk about "white fever" except for those no-class blacks who go crazy around white meat, although they never use the term "white fever." I mean non-white or part-white women who only desire white guys. They do exist.
I once encountered a black woman who basically told me, "If I have a kid by a black man the child will be black. Why should I do that when I can have a kid by a white man?"
In college I first met a black woman who only slept with white guys (she also hit on me).
I figure no one really wants to be black and if they can't they can at least they can lighten their kids.
Some people think sooner or later we'll all be mixed and turn into a mocha mess. That's never going to happen.
White men are the most desired and Asian men and black women the least. I had an Asian woman tell me she couldn't imagine an Asian man and a black woman together. White people are of the same opinion.
In college I worked with a guy who married a beautiful Chinese woman raised in the U.S. (I met her and she clearly found me amusing). The father was opposed to the union, which made me laugh. I thought, you should be grateful the kids will be half-white, which means in the long-run putting an end to short, weak, scrawny no-dick Asian NOWAG nerds.
As for male half-breeds they look to be just a huge mess. Even Hillary Clinton said Barak Obama was lazy and shiftless.
Colin Kaepernick? What a joke (I know a woman with a white father and a Filipina mother who mocked Kaepernick as a "half-breed").
Miscegenation used to be illegal. I know why. The children belong nowhere, at least the men.
There doesn't appear to be much of a problem with mixed-breed women. But with mixed-breed men - a huge problem. The women can be absorbed into white culture and the white race but the men belong nowhere and will never be accepted.
The problem is worst when it comes to half-white and half-Asian men. They're still NOWAG (No One Wants Asian Guys). The women will be absorbed but the men won't.
I actually met the half-Indian and half-black woman when I was living in Santa Barbara and working in Isla Vista, just like Elliot Rodger, the NOWAG half-breed who went insane from lack of meaning, importance and community in his life and so slaughtered several people, starting with a couple of NOWAG Asian nerds, whom he dispatched hands-on with a knife. That's a lot of half-breed self-hate.